Today's Inner Battle

Today is Monday, January 1st and I actually scheduled a day off for myself.  I normally clean a hair salon on Monday but I cleaned it yesterday instead so that I could be off today.  I thought I would maybe rest, watch something on Netflix, or nap!! I got a great start.  I slept in until almost 10:00!  I got out of bed, did all the first thing morning stuff, fed the cats, made coffee, got the dogs outside. I didn't think about the rest of the day.  It was nice.  Then it hit after my coffee.  I started to think of all the things I should be doing. 

Our main heat source is a heat pump and coil system but we supplement when it's really really cold with our wood stove.  I don't have time during the summer to cut wood because I'm busy with other projects and having fun!  Also, it's really hot work and I would rather do it when it is cooler.  We are running out of split wood and wood that is ready to be split.

The weather does not look like it's going to get warmer any time soon.  I need to cut and split wood!

Also my house is a mess, which it is most of the time because I'm "too busy" or "too tired" to do it. Lol!

I also have several indoor projects I need to do like turning my son Michael's old room into a workout room.

I'm still unpacking from our move! Some of which is in the garage and keeping me from parking my car in it!

There are others like replacing the drywall in my bedroom where the yellow jackets chewed their way through . More on that later.  There is cleaning and organizing my youngest son's room, the bathroom closets, and putting up shelves in various places so that I can finally unpack my nick knacks.

Last but not least this blog.  I really, really want to do this. I need to do this.  I need to express myself before I explode.  So, I am definitely doing this today!  I don't have a great track record for keeping up with it but I am going to try.  I need it.

It's only 2:00. I'm still having the battle in my head.  I think I'm going to meditate for a few minutes and see what happens.  Sometimes that's all it takes for me to make a decision.  We'll see!!